3 months passed ==

oh sweat....dear God....3 months passed since my last blog post @@ hmm...so many things happened in these 3 months time...it was totally a heart breaking start of the year....nothing can be done to prevent it from happened. Sad, anger, depression, lonely was part of my life in these 3 months....i've been trying very hard to move on....on and on and on...days by days....just like nothing have ever happened before....but i can't lie to myself....THIS IS THE FACT! and i have to FACE IT! What have happened? LoL....not telling you....haha. From now on...i will change myself from top to toe, changing to be better without letting others to look down upon me as well as myself....wil lcontinue my dream to be a pilot....i hope everything goes well....even if it is not, i will still further my studies in college....i won't give up....i've been very sad in the past month....its truly hurted my heart deeply....but its ok....i will learn to accept it....forgive and forget! I learnt something new....happiness is the most priceless things in the world....nothing can ever take over the value of happiness....our life are short....we won't know when will we die....its all decided by the God of our living and dead....i will take this as a lesson in my lifetime....my first wonderful lesson of my lifetime....without regretting it....

Yes, im tired....tired of feeling all alone....however solidtary makes me stand up and strive....to do what i have to....cause i was born to do what i should do....and im torn to do what i have to....life is hard to be predictable....we won't know what will happen next....we will just have to walk step by step....doing what we could....doing what we can....doing what we ought to do....sometimes....it is destined....however, my mum always told me....do not regret of what i have ever done....because what done is done and it is done by our own hand....so just let it be....now i realised that i have did a big mistake....forget and forgive is important....learn to forget and learn to forgive....eventualy you will be happier