why all me?

wat the fuck?
why everytime is my fault? 
why everytime is me?
why not other ppl?
have u ever care of my feelings?
have u ever care of how i feel?
do u think for me?
did u?
u are all a bastard!
u all never think of me! im invisible to u all!
whether have me or not it is no difference to all of u!
what's the use of me in  here? 
nothing i did or done are good for u!
nothing is correct for me!
u think u're the smartest....in fact u're an idiot!
u think u're the greatest....in fact u're just a small mouse!
im angry!
im sad!!
and im sick of u all!!!
u take me as ur what huh?  
pet? puppet? chess pieces? 
damn u!
have u ever think and care of what i wan?
u arrogant? or i arrogant? 
u think back again urself la!
use ur gonna-rot-brain and think carefully in ur fucking room!
i damn hate u all!!

wahh...haha....all kisiao....

hmm hmm....today all kisiao d....we go spam joyee's blog....

hahahaha.....now is 6.40am.....haha.....

wah....we cipta record....we spam 65 comments in joyee's blog just now....

whahahaha.....now im going to bukit larut with joyee....go exercise abit xD

hahahaha.....its early morning now....lol....wanna join us? xD

find us there k? we wait for u xD

yesterday whole night i was watching movie online....hm....every night cant sleep again....

gonna become mad soon....LoL....

hahahaha.....hmm....gonna have a new haircut soon....yaya!!

xD hahahaha.....no need fed up with my old hairstyle d....

hmmm...ok la...gtg ya....catch up with ya next time....haha...wanna go prepare myself d....

bye....

can't sleep ><

ahem....i can't sleep....LoL >< something wrong with me again? haha

well....im not sure....so what are you doing? haha.....

i guess u can't reply me coz u're a blog website....hahaha....sorry....

hmm....duno wan talk about what....haha....

i chao go listen song sin....sorry ya xD

meet ya in here again next time....byebye....

happier days to go....

Here im back after didn blog for so long....2 weeks or 3 weeks? haha....no matter no matter....

i felt better and better day by days....i guess so....at last i found someone who can brightened the darkness in me....yeah....that's it

quite many events happened during those time i didn blog....hanging out with friends....movie? McDonald? yumcha? SkySpace cybercafe?

haha....our 2nd home i guess....hmm, nothing much to say....well, my mum is coming back to Malaysia for holiday soon....guess we gonna meet each other soon....LoL....i don't even know shud i be happy or not....

altho getting better day by days, however, my feelings still tends to mixed up....feeling down and up....whenever it is....i think it is really the time to let it go now....it is the time now....

no more hessistating or thinking....its time for a brand new life....a brand new one ^^

by the way....today i passed my JPJ car test....haha....im happy with it....thanks to all my friends who wish me luck....but wat to do? im good xD ( lansi abit ) hehe....

i was so nervous waiting for my turn....OMG....i waited from 8am until 2pm at sepakat ==
can u believe it? 

arhh....one bad news....im going bk to JB soon....gonna leave Taiping again since im done with my JPJ....time to further my life and studies....haha....

gonna miss all my friends here....i will come back when im free and whenever i can....promise ^^

good luck everyone ^^ wish u all everyday is a great day

Sad :'(

Haihhh....day by days passed....don't even know wanna do what =.=
So boring....wan go out also can't....pocket money left not much....
Don't dare to spend alot le....no work no money....hahaha....
Might as well stay at home lor....nothing can be done....
Everyday will online, play facebook =.="
Aikks....feel like playing Ragnarok again....hehehe....so long didn't play le....
Its just so BORINGGGG.....boring boring boring =.=
Hate Taiping....lols....
nothing to do, nowhere to go....what a boring town....
100% not suitable for youngster like us....
Yesterday want go Penang with WeiLing geh....budden i no transport....
Haihhh....feel so guilty....lolx....kinda pang pui ki....hahaha
Paise ya ling ling xD
Today is 9th of April le....so fast @@
Why am i still thinking of it? Swtt
I should just forget it larkk....haihhh
I need time i think....hmm....life goes on....

Weird...

Arhh....i started to sleep at 9pm or 10pm now and woke up at 5am or 6am+ =.=
What happened again this time? LoL
Never mind....hmm....kinda boring....
Everyday stay at home....today is Tuesday....
There's an election going on....wonder will they fight tonight? XD
My advice....stay at home....LoL
Alot of police out there @@ makes me scare too....wonder what will happen....
Damn them....always nothing to do go make problems....CHAOS....
Hmm....feel abit stress....suddenly alot of things crop up in my family....
My grandma wanna buy house....need $$$....my uncle wanna do business....keep asking for $$$ too....
And im taking flying school....need $$$ too....i think they will ask me to study other course bah....
Haihh....hate them! All always like that de....
Arhhh....whatever then....day by days....i'll see what will happen....
Feel like wanna go far far away from here....far far away....
And start everything new there....forget what happened here....
Arrhhhh....hehehe....

QTI passed XD

Yay....today i passed my car QTI....whahaha
My JPJ will be on April 27th....^^
Today very early wake up le....we go cheng beng earlier....
Go pray my grandfather....5 years liao since he passed away....
Time passed so fast....im 18 le =.=
Old jorhx la....face also berkedut ady la....
Now is 8pm....just wake up from sleeping =.=
So tired leh....hahaha.....
Going out soon....go find my friends....
XD

Unlucky of the unluckiest @@

Wahh!! Swt swt swt swt swt swt swt...............

Today damn unlucky arr!!! My pc got strike by lightning and

BOOMMM!!!!

T.T wuwuwuwuwuwu ~ ~

My pc gone.....all my songs, pictures, notes and my documents !!!!!

ALLL!!!! G-O-N-E-!!!!

Wahhhh!!!!! Wuwuwuwuwuwu....

Why eh God....?? Whyy...??

And....i somemore caught in the rain....from my way back home....my whole body is wet....

Back until home somemore no dinner leftover for me @@

Then, i accidentally press on the WAP button....DIGI took away RM6+ from me T.T

Then my laptop somemore don't have the new msn version....T.T

Very very very unlucky ar!!!!

Wuwuwuwuwuwuwu....

Very kolian oo.....wuwuwuwu

T.T

2nd day of April 2009

Hmm....today is the 2nd day of April 2009. Now is 6.05am in the morning. I can't sleep, so decided to online and watch tv....im so boring and lonely =.=
No one online in msn. I think they are sleeping @@ haihh....listeningto song while blogging now....my system got mixed up....i stay awake while others sleep....and i sleep while others stay awake....
Bat or Owl? LoL....i can't even figure it out myself....everyday download song and listen....doing nothing....kinda wasting my time....
Friday QTI liao....hehehe....managed to get a booking for JPJ test on April 20th....so lucky....btw, i finished all my car driving lessons in one week time....Hohoho!
So fast XD

Aikkss....hope everything goes well for me XD....i don't wanna fail my QTI....T.T
Today is thursday....im free abit cause no driving lesson today....so maybe i gonna sleep for the whole day again....LoL
Like a sleeping pig....XD
Haihh....feel so boring....moody....why did i feel like that? Not last time geh me anymore....
My friends said i changed alot....well....did i?
Maybe kua....nowadays im very sensitive and very fast angry....aikks....
Don't know why....@@
Really miss my past...my schooling days....in 5SC2....it was so fun XD

Everyday just went to school to play and laugh laugh and laugh....HAHAHA....
Mad class....5SC2 year 2008 = totally a DISASTER....LoL
I think we already created a history in SGI lah....everyday Miss Yoong will patrol our class....
What a HONOUR!! HAHA....
Always ponteng Sejarah classes, Math classes, Add Math classes, Chemistry classes, Physics classes, BI classes, BM classes, and even Moral classes....what the heck!! XD
We even ponteng school!! Haha....
Arhh! I remembered once i stomachache....i ponteng class just to went back home for my BELOVED toilet XD
Then went back to shool to attend classed again....LoL
Imagine that....
Well....unforgettable memories....5SC2 year 2008.